It's the waiting that's making me anxious.I have spent most of the weekend with my daughter .The time seems so much more precious now.I'm feeling a bit tired and realise it. I'm stronger mentally and want to remain so, I will get through this I know I will. Thank you Ruby for your kind words..This site is a fantastic help, I wish everyone on here all the

Just to say I'm keeping calm still.Quite strong and focused.I have reached that place where forward is the only way to

Today I said NO to a client,that had started to irritate me.I phoned him back and said that I had this gut feeling that I should not work for him.He was I think very taken aback by my call. It is strange that I have never wanted to loose money or work or have my reputation challenged.And yet today I said No and took control. Something has changed in me.I am calm, no rash and in control for maybe the first time