For sometime now I have been up and feeling positive,but there are moments when you feel you could just tip in to the depressive world,by somebody saying one more bad word to you or one negative thought.I still feel like I am going to get through this situation.It's just that my concentration has gone with there being too many things going on to think about.I tried to make lists,but they just get longer.I try to prioritise,what is the most important thing to do at this moment in time? My daughter yes,  my work, my finances, my future and friends?

Since mediation,I feel a bit rushed.I have to

Well, I went to mediation.Very interesting to say the least.I found that the woman mediator was very unbiased.For me personally it has helped me move on in one session.I have agreed to sort out the financial disclosure with them rather than a solicitor.Saving me about £3000 if it works.My wife was very surprise to have to admit that she was a part owner of a house in Spain. The secrets out.... and more to come.The unreasonable behaviour from her has been shown up for the first time in an interview with somebody else. I now feel better for that fact alone.

I will talk later about the

Yesterday I signed the courts petition at my sols.Strange moment ,felt like I had bought a ticket for something,but did not know where it was going to take me. The feeling changed when my sol asked me ,"if my wife changed her mind would I want to scrap all the work she had done" ???????

Anyway today is Wednesday and I am off to the Mediator with my wife...That going to be real fun....Not..

Wish me luck,I let you know how I got on later .

X to all.