Well arrived at OUR business again (running it single handely) to be met by the in laws. 'Hi you come to walk dogs?' I asked them No feeding them... shitty husband away with new bird for his birthday. Not a word to me. I had warning, a text he sent to me by mistake, a letter of confirmation from fab hotel address Mr & Mrs. The week has just gon e so quick I forgot it was Friday. I am flattened. Especially as his parents are so hostil to ME. I guess they only have his side.

Anyway have pulled myself together and spent some nice hours going thro things in fmh. Why. I just dont know, searching

amazing just opened our 'mr & mrs' post and guess what? hotel booking confirmation! I just cant stop reading it. He is actually useing Mr & Mrs! I have viewed hotel on website even phoned them to check booking 'superior' room. King size bed. I am gutted. We couldnt go anyway much for 10 years as we were working on business & restoring deralict house. I feel like phoning and cancelling his reservation so he loses deposit and is in shit when he gets there. Can I be that childish. We are living apart & at necree nisi stage. I am running a 7 day week business on my own keeping it together while

received a romantic text from 'soon to be ex' today. confirming booking at hotel etc sounded sooooo nice, except he sent it to me by mistake! cant believe it. I really fell for the 'theres no one else' line. I feel shattered. havent confronted him. just cant. Only moved out this month and have been replced instantly! Of course he has no money, cant do anything but can manage this. All while I manage our business. Guess I have to use it to my advantage to move on and accept we are through And at least I now have strenght I didnt have before to make sure I have what I am entitled to... half.