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Mar 01
2010
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Bad WeekendPosted by soozni in bad day, affairs and cheating, accepting its over |
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I have just had a really bad weekend, don't know why this one was bad, nothing out of the ordinary happened, I just felt so bad, like I did at the start! I spent the whole of Sunday crying, for no apparent reason. Perhaps because I had spent the weekend with couples I maybe subconciously felt out of it. I don't want stbx back after all his nonsence but I just feel so lonely! Why after 3 months do I feel so bad? I would have thought that things would be starting to look up, but I feel like I did right back at the start. I knew it would be up and down but I really didn't expect to feel so bad this far in! I'm so miserable! They were all talking at the weekend about holiday plans and I think this may also have had an effect on my mood. I have no plans for this year and no money to do anything with so on the one hand I'm looking forward to the summer and the better weather but on the other I'm kinda dreading it too.
It feels like life is passing me by, like my life is over and I will never be happy again, I don't really know how to get back from all of this! It all sounds really bad at the moment, and I don't normally feel this way, or at least this bad, so I know I will feel better again, I suppose I have to learn just to go with the flow and take these emotions as they come, its all part of the process.
I'll just wait for the day when I can finally put this behind me and move on, but for now I'll keep plugging way!
Sooz xx
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Tets
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| March 01, 2010 | ||
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soozni (((((hugs))))) It's a rollercoaster and sometimes the lows come out of nowhere for no apparent reason. The good news is it does get better, lots better. Focus on that day when you can put this all behind you start making plans for the new future that awaits you, and smile. |
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scousegirl
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| March 01, 2010 | ||
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(((Soozni)))) sorry to hear you are feeling so low at the moment. Like tets says it is an emotional rollercoaster. personally i found once i started to have good days, the bad ones felt worse in comparison, but they were propbaly no worse than the constant bad days at the beginning. One bad day doesnt mean you are going backwards - it means you are facing and dealing with another issue. be proud of what you have acheived so far. Why not start planning a small thing to look forward to do in the summer - a day out somewhere ,a trip to the beach, a weekend away with freinds a trip to the theatre. That will give you something to look forward to and something concrete to focus on. Take care xx | |
Itgetsbetter
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| March 01, 2010 | ||
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Soozni Like the others have said it is a rollercoaster. I can remember some really bad weekends, never could work out what bought them on. It does help to start looking forward and getting things planned, even if they are small things. I am currently saving up my clubcard points to get Merlin passes for the kids so I can take them to Thorpe Park and Alton Towers this summer. I tick of the points as I earn them and think of how pleased the kids will be to get their passes. See if you can find something like that to look forward to Take care IGB |
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JackieH
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| March 02, 2010 | ||
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As we move on the bad days do seem to take us by surprise but you will find they get fewer as time goes on, le intene and you recover quicker. I know what you mean about the couples thing I sat in the staff room today with everyone talking about how long they had been married and how they met their spouses etc, etc and felt like an alien! |
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