4 months have past since my last blog on here, so I just thought it might help me to have another rant about my never changing situation! Looking over my other entries from January, I was on the verge of moving out and starting afresh. For one reason or another though, I''m still here, and just starting to have a really bad time again. Those reasons may have been even my mother-in-law saying, "Don''t you move out, you''ve done nothing wrong here" or just me not wanting to split up my family. I guess I don''t need to tell anyone here what an awfully hard step it is to take. On one hand, I

So another week has trundled by and I'm feeling remarkably good. On Friday, my wife went to her counselling session, and my did it help. Er...no! Changed absolutely nothing. I know it was only one session but I was prepared for either a good or bad outcome and I now feel a sense of calm acceptance that it's now over. I've said that I'll take a couple of weeks to get myself organised and then I'll move on. Where too, I'm not quite sure, but one thing's for sure, I'll be making a LOT of time for me and be making the very best of the time I get to spend with the