When i'm on that quite side of evening just when the darkness takes control this is where I start to look for a reason or reasons thats makes me so lonely on that road Sometimes when my night is filled with anger!! because all I ever thought i ever needed is the one that I knew, But now i know i'm not the one she wanted!! well i'll just have to keep looking down the road. even though thrs so many miles behind me and i know ive got many miles to go, because how is love ever gonna find me!! i know its not here anymore!! it's hopefully some where,some place down the

Been nearly 6 weeks now the roller coaster takes me up and down without relent. stbx just been to see me about "what i'm doing" although its been a week since i asked her "would she live back at the house and look after and my son and dog till it was sold". Well after reminding her 2 or 3 times and getting a slightly different answer each time she finally agreed but adding her twist ie. She would change all the locks in the house! i reminded her that she had been gone 6 weeks i had given her a full set if keys to the house and car etc. and i didnt change any locks !! think she is

Aint life thr to kick you in the teeth when you are feeling down. yesterday my stbx came over but now she wont let me drive her for some reason "she has to drive"!! i asked her why but didn't get an answer. Well we sorted most stuff out then i asked her if i went back to the UK on the 18th feb would she come and live back at the house and carry on trying to sell it! she said she might consider it, but when i said our son and dog who she says she cherishes was gonna live with her i didnt expect the reply. I felt sorry for my lad who sat thr throughout this, it went to an almost definet "NO"