Time to catch up.

I m having to flip through this Blog, I missed a day or so, please bear with me. Monday afternoon was a bit flat and boring loads of time to my self, so much to do but so little enthusiasm to do any of it. I suppose it makes you a bit like that when the reason you had the enthusiasm to do so much before has left. My Daughters at work she looked so tired when I picked her up from school, I don’t think she slept much last night. I am a little concerned for her. She has a school trip abroad next week just for 5 days, I’m hoping it will help her to be away from the environment her mother created for us; I’m going to miss her. Oh am I. Her mother found the time to pop into see her just after I left for work; Funny life takes a strange twist sometimes. Now she sneaks the other way and into what was our home rather into the neighbours, obviously she didn’t want to see me. Tuesday morning. Having worked a night shift I took my daughter to school and planned to go straight to bed but it seemed the entire world wanted to contact me various people visited and the phone just rang and rang. I thought I would grab an hour before we went out in the evening but no stbx had contacted her solicitor and mine then rang me to ask what I was planning to do. That hour just didn’t happen and I’m now exhausted, so very tired and I still have to work tonight after we have visited my eldest daughter for tea. She is her mother’s daughter, my step daughter; I have raised her since she was four and my daughter she has always been and will be to me. The meal my step daughter cooked was terrific but as you can imagine the atmosphere was a little strange without stbx there and everybody being very careful as to what they say, I wish they would speak their minds they have already told me they feel the same as me over what stbx did to us, but she is their mother and I do try not to cause trouble between them. Wednesday No sleep again but not working tonight, much to do Shopping, cleaning and bed making etc my daughters going out tonight with her friends, who are staying here overnight. I’m looking forward to having a house full of giggling girls again just like the happy home it always was over the years. It’s so quiet here these days. The night went well we all had pizza and a laugh whilst they all got ready.I took them into town before falling asleep on the couch for a few hours, oh what bliss. I picked them up at two and sat listening to their stories till we went to bed around three. They are in school now the home is silent it’s just me alone with my thoughts oh hum. Hey guys/girls thank you so much for your comments and personal messages the other day (I will reply to every personal message ASAP.) they were so nice they made me feel I must be doing something right. As always they are a huge source of encouragement to me. I’m no saint, I’m just an ordinary guy, doing an ordinary job, making a few mistakes along the way but trying to do the best I can with the cards my wife dealt me. Exactly the same as you all do. thanks again, Mike