Why do they give it to you in one hand and take away with the other?

Have had another bad day.Yesturday was so good, I was starting to look forward to the future but today has seen more bad news.Got letter from council today saying my income support is stopping.because of S2bXs measly maintenance payments (£150 a month)they say I am getting too much now.So now will have to pay council tax and also free lunches, dental treatment etc is stopped. Text S2BX and he said he would pay me more.As if all that is stressing me is money. Last night when he phoned to speak to my son, he delighted me in telling how he has had a letter from the court saying the decree nisi will be through on Feb 5th.I know the marriage is dead and gone, but he seems to have no feelings at all, no emotions, or else he is so blissfully happy to be free of me that it doesn't bother him. My solicitor told me it would be about another month before it all goes through to decree nisi. I suppose what I am becoming most anxious about is where we will live, and how I will cope. I know I am better off without him, but it is hard, very hard on your own, with kids,especially as I had seen no warning signs as he was such an acomplished liar. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.