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Jan 19
2008
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just another dayPosted by denmanra in dealing with emotions |
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well its 4.25, puring with rain, dark, daughter and boyfriend watching saw 2 ! how romantic, the stbx has just left with her little pink sports bag, yep she is staying with him tonight, at the moment its 5 out of seven, and when she goes its cold and calculated, and another stab in the back, god how many knives can you fit in to someones back, she cant live with him she proved that, twice she has tried and twice they have fought and like an idiot i took her back, but every time she does it its the kids i really feel for, how can she keep doing it? she shows no remorses whatsoever, its mental cruelty. she tells everyone she cares , she tells everyone her priority are her kids etc and do you know what my counsellor says CRAP! she says i need to take control, sets me objectives, get my life back, so this week has been a good week and bad, bad for 1 particular reason that i dont need to go into, but hopefully it will get better, and good because i went to milan for a couple of days, ok it was business but an escape none the less. I think counselling was a good decision, gives me stregnth to deal with things, but do you every truly recover, who knows but that jouney has begun
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davej1808
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| January 19, 2008 | ||
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Hi denmanra, well our stories are similar. I don't have the capacity to even entertain wanting my wife back after what she has done so you are stronger than me. I doubt she wants me anyway because if she did why jump in bed with another man? Doesnt make sense to me. Good to hear you are gaining control of your life and that your journey has begun. | |
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denmanra
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| January 19, 2008 | ||
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i took her back because of what she said and did, but it was all lies , i know that now, and my thinking is now as yours, but she cant let go in certain ways, she runs to me for emotional satbility, i keep the home going etc, i,m hear for the kids, she knows at the moment i wont leave the kids, she has the best of both worlds, but she will pay for it in the ned i am sure, but i will have gone by then and not be there for her emotionally anymore | |
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