bankruptcy no

Well should have gone to court to apply for bankruptcy today at 9am

But after worrying and not sleeping over it for the last 5 days decide it was not the way to go.

Relised i was only doing it to get out of paying my half of joint debts with EX

So i phoned her works and ask if they would let her i need to talk did not she would ring but she did.

I asked her first if she was ok to talk with and not send me another letter from her solitcitor for harasssment she siad OK.

Told her i will try to pay what i can afford into joint account but i could not pay half has that would leave me no money

So she said anything is better then nothing.

Also told her i dont blame her for changing her name back to her maiden name as i know it was because of all the shit i have gave her since she left me.

Told also i know she has a new bloke now and i wish her all the luck with him ans hope it works out for her

Said i know its to late to be friend but i would like us to talk about thing rather then using solicitor.

I also apologiesd for all the grieve i have given her  Her reply was to late for that now and i agreed with her

My son told me today that he will help me sort things out with her as he knows that i find it hard to talk to when i still love her but  i most move on past it now.

So hopfully me and EX can sort things out without involving solicitors

even gave her my address so she can send me letter or other things she needs to sort things out.

Well here hoping that things are worked out and i can move on and slide back down that slippery pole again.