In no particular order: 1. Coming home from work and knowing that if the phone doesn't ring, I've just has the last conversation of the day. 2. Constantly wishing I'd done more, tried harder, could turn the clock back. Accepting my part in it and thinking 'If only I'd... we could still be together' 3. Seeing her Facebook page and torturing myself with the photos on it, wanting not to do this, but like a moth drawn to the flame, still doing it. 4. The feeling that life no longer has a rhythm or purpose to it. 5. Having almost no say in decisions re: my kids. 6.

OK, this is a really short bolg. Still, so sad, sad, sad. Does anyone else see their ex with a new partner and think, 'hold on, it's easy to blame but, God I wish I'd made moe effort, wish I'd made it come

I'm nearly three years separated now.  Wife met someone else, asked me to leave FMH, we then divorced.  Ex and her new fella are still together.  I'm making a bit of a new life for myself now, albeit one on a much smaller budget. Things do improve, though still good days and bad.

What I'd like to blog about though, and would appreciate any comments or views is the feeling I can't get rid of that I have let me children down!  My children are now 4 and nearly 10.  I really didn't want to separate and when my ex told me she did I tried everything I could to save the marriage.  As a consequence of