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Aug 01
2009
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Holidays endPosted by Sheepie in planning my new life, dealing with emotions |
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Thats just about it. Tomorrow I head off to my other bro's in Warrington and then its time to go home to Scotland on sunday. HHhhmmm. Home? That home goes on the market on the 2oth.
Yet again I'm becoming tearful about it. But this is it now. All summer I've pushed away the fact that this is going to happen. That I'm going to loose my home. I've really not wanted to think about it. And in a lot of ways I havent. But now there is no hiding. This is going to happen. I just wish that everytime I mention it or rather someone else does. I dont fall to pieces.
I've been thinking of all sorts of how I can keep it. But none of it is working out. I can only pray that in the next few weeks, I win the lottery. That would so solve everything.
Still I cant complain about my hols. Yesterday I went to France to a water park with my bro and his wife. It was just fabby. Today me and my girls have been flying with my brother. It was strange watching them go off with him. My mothering instinct kicked in and I so wanted to protect them. Saying that, I did trusty my bro with them 100%.
Just wish I didnt have to go back to reality
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Claymic78
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| August 01, 2009 | ||
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Sheepie its good that you had a great holiday. They are new beautiful memories for you and your girls. It is sad to lose your home, because it is part of your past. but now its time to look at the future.... so hang in there and be strong... oh and if u win big...would you share...pweeasseee!! hugs claudette x |
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dee67
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| August 02, 2009 | ||
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Sheepie, I to am saying goodbye to my home on friday,it will be very hard,but i think happiness is worth more,not least for my children.Counselling has helped me come to terms with what,s going on.You will get through sheepie,sounds like you,ve had lovely hols,and you will have many more good times to come.Take care.x |
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