JAN 4th

Daughter 3's friend slept, Daughter 1 at cinema and daughter 3 at home and he cooked nice dinner for me, him and daughter 3. All quiet and then POW!!!

My parents are called 't**ts and they are not allowed in my house again.... why well dont ask me!!! he says they defend me and my kids and dont care about him... he is just the b*****D that pays for they daughter mmmm.

He went for a drive to calm down and i went to bed in tears again.

What is the matter with him, he is so difficult to understand he has this impenetrable shell, that gets thicker as time goes on. If only he could see I

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

I have the feeling 2008 will be a pivotal year for me! One that i have a feeling will be significant and stand out amongst the endless merging into one great time capsule of events like the previous few year have.

perhaps significantly i am older (and therfore should be wiser) be even so i have made one significant resolutions amongst the usual eat and drink less, exercise more ones.

This year I will re-asses my life goals and learn to accept what I cannot change.

Jan 2nd

Back at work today - looks like a busy time professionally as well as personally. Guess i am going to