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Jan 10
2008
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Lets start from jan 1st!Posted by bridget de jour in my story, my day today |
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!
I have the feeling 2008 will be a pivotal year for me! One that i have a feeling will be significant and stand out amongst the endless merging into one great time capsule of events like the previous few year have.
perhaps significantly i am older (and therfore should be wiser) be even so i have made one significant resolutions amongst the usual eat and drink less, exercise more ones.
This year I will re-asses my life goals and learn to accept what I cannot change.
Jan 2nd
Back at work today - looks like a busy time professionally as well as personally. Guess i am going to need an inner strength I am no longer sure i posses! Evening quiet both he and I not drinking which I hope that without the nightly bottle of vino, we will get along better......
Jan 3rd
Feel a little more optimistic today, and still dont want a drink (ok i know its only day 3....but the stress of it all etc). the children (of which there are 3 all daughters ) were going about their usual busy social life and he and I TALKED, EVEN LAUGHED..... maybe just maybe we can save this. It felt so good to wake with his arms around me, they make me feel warm and a feeling of safety engulfs me, although I am painfully aware of its fragility.




