Hi all!!

Well it’s been a bit of a rollercoaster week for me so many lows but a few highs mixed in. I had written several blogs but changed my mind about the content and deleted them. So I try again. After feeling better about myself last week I’m on a bit of a downer I still can’t come to terms with my wife of twenty years jumping into bed with the guy next door every time I go to work at night. Don’t get me wrong I have accepted it I want her out of the house ASAP even if that means she moves in next door with him at least then I wouldn’t have to see, hear or communicate with her to much.

Ok today at 10.30 with a belly full of butterflies the size of water buffalo I walked into a solicitor’s office feeling very uneasy alone unsure what to expect I sat down and waited. This was my first step it’s taken me about 10 days to calm down enough, gather my thoughts, put the hurt to one side and decide what to do next. Now it’s my turn my wife told me she wanted unreasonable behaviour But No not a hope in hell! Its adultery it’s quicker and it’s true to the facts. Perhaps I’m just on a good day I don’t know but I walked out feeling better much better than I have for a week or so. Yes

Hi scottishlady and thanks for your kind words funny though the only thing I find difficult to come to terms with is my wife still lives with me, that low life lives but a few meters away and I have to look at it every time I walk out of my door. Ahhh

I’m a stubborn determined person when I want to be typical Taurean I suppose I am a survivor I will survive. I will pick myself up dust myself down and start doing some of the things that tend to be put on the back burner when you have responsibilities and a family to look after. Thanks again.