Christmas wishes to all.

Thanks for the chat FBGS and I have 1GB RAM. will look at flash version another day.

So have packed the Car and we will be on our merry way to Wiltshire in the morning...

All the hard work is done, time to go and enjoy myself..and I will...cos I deserve it...so as soon as I get to my sisters I will accept alcohol and not tea.

Not been to a social gathering for months...and i just cannot wait for a christmas dinner that I have not had to cook!!!!!

I am however filled with some doubts..X2B rang this evening to wish the girls a good time..they told him that they had left a present under our tree for him..I wondered if I should also leave three other box's of personal effects that he left behind there too...nah..that would be too cruel..although I may leave a letter for him...perhaps a heart twanging one, a last ditch attempt at getting him to realise that I would try again if he would.

It's plucking up the courage to show a weakening in my resolve..we are both so pig headed...so obstinate..in our whole time together we warred about everything...

I hope and wish to everyone that you get through Christmas with at least one smile. It is a hopeful time for some and many tears of sadness will be shed by others but we will get through, we have to!!

Take care.