he used to bring me flowers?

he used to bring me flowers,silly title pwrhaps?but the man who used to do that has well gone,instead now imliving with a freeloading head player,if you have read any of my other blogs you will have an idea.

how come i cant get him out the house!hes threatening,been arrested twice.dont pay his share of bills,and the mind games ,i yhink he is wanting me to react and try hurt him,im not stupid hes a big guy and not shy at throwing weight around.he goads me on how good sex was with this woman,whom ever she may be.

god she is so welcome to him!

i cant say he was horrible throughout our short marraige,he was lazy and was arrogant,the sort of man who liked to think he something better.

towards the end there was defo things that annoyed me,his driving for one,he had a bad crash maybe 5 yrs ago,his car was a write off,what was left of it anyway.it never taught him anything though.im not a wimp and like a bit of danger,get the adreniline going but his driving was a nightmare.

we would travel a lot visiting friends relatives round uk,and i would sometimes have migraine thinking of his driving!zoomong up motorway 120 the norm,road rage the works.

he did crash again with me in it this time,luckily no one hurt,but i hated him that day,we must have turned 6 times on the dual,thank god no cars in either direction,glad to say it cost him ,or us a lot of money to fix,he still hasnt learnt lesson though.

im rambling about nothing now,the title he used to bring me flowers ,is because he used to.he was once a lovely man.last nite i found areciept for a pawnshop.our wedding rings and my engagement ring?how dare he.i feel real pity more than anything,how low has he sunk,how expensive is his gf?

he hasnt contributed towards mortage or anything,i wondered if he had drug prob,i could put my life on it its not that.

i just havent got a clue

can true colours really stay hidden for 6 yrs?

im baffled