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Nov 14
2007
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why is life so difficult alone?Posted by townie in being single, bad day |
well today has been hard.I have felt so depressed,I have another appointment for my heart consultant in Cambridge and cannot face it alone.s2BX has informed me he can't take the time off work to drive me from essex to cambridge, so that will mean I have to take the coach and a bus, and that will add 2 hours onto my journey.I have never been there alone before and with all the tests etc I have to have wanted to arrive not stressed which I know the journey now will be. Tried all my family and no one is willing to take time off work, or drive me there.Also I took a call from the gym that 'we' signed up to 2 months before the split , and £166 has to be paid before we can use it and we are tied into a yearly contract.Not only that but S2BXwas telling me he has joined another gym.
Son came home last night and they now have SKY tv so he can afford that.
Spent today writing my will and funeral plans for appointment in the morning.That really made me feel sad.After 24 years it has come to this.





