continued.. After I put the phone down gobsmacked, she did text me to say sorry about my Dad as my Mum and Dad were good to her. Fair enough I thought she has thought better of it but later that evening I received this email : I will not be here on 1st - 4th April, i am already booked to go away and I booked this because you are having the girls. This is my first break away in 2 years. I appreciate this is not a good time because of George but I need a break, you have had a holiday and you will always continue to do so. I will never be able to go away. Thursday and Friday will

Laying in bed after waking early again. Eldest daughter still asleep next door room. After months of finally feeling the old me again I now feel massively stressed. I couldnt even remember my own mobile number earlier. On top of my Final Hearing on 8th May , I have just found out that my poor old Dad in Australia has cancer. Terminal too and brother told me that he has 3 months. He also told me that Dad doesnt know it yet and will find out on Monday that all they can offer him is palliative care. Told me to arrange a flight down sooner rather than later and we could be looking at weeks

I'm finally here on my holiday visiting my folks and brother. It's damn hot!

Since I have been away I have now had 3 emails from the EW ( Ex Wife as she likes to sign them) . All been designed to upset me whilst away and everyone ending either ' have a great holiday' or 'make sure the girls are your top priority while you are enjoying your luxury holiday' . She is so bitter about me being here it shines through.

 Every email is to reduce my contact further with my kids. We haven't reached a financial settlement and I think the pressure is getting to her and so she is using her only weapon - my