Things are looking good here,I have spent the whole weekend without my son, and my daughter has spent time at home, think she may worry about her ole mum,so that has been nice.

My s2bx has been away with son, and 'her' , funny thing is he has been ringing and texting me.In the 3 days that he has been gone have had 5 phone calls and 3 texts.Weird hey, its like either he is checking up on me  and what I am doing, or can't bare not to tell me what they are doing, or wants to hear my voice.Its all a bit strange if you ask me.I would think if he was having such a wonderful time with his 'woman'

well back from my holiday, and trying to keep things moving forward.. got the consent order giving me my right to the house proceeds and I am faltering and struggling.

Have forms to complete from the solicitor and forms to complete about the house sale,all needing to be done before house goes on the market.I am stalling, trying to find time to fill the damn forms in but just struggling with every day things at the moment.Keep feeling very tired and keep waking up at 4am, and then falling asleep early evening.

Today I was over at my parents and had to listen to how they and my sister never

just got back on Sunday.Took my son camping with a friend and her children.Weather was appaling and we tried to make the most of it, but her kids were badly behaved and i was glad to come home.A few times before i fell asleep at night I was sad,thinking of how different everything was,but mostly I am sad for my son, who again asked if me and his dad would be getting back together again, and this almost a year on from the split.Of course while I was away s2bX spoke to son on mobile, and then text me?couldn't and still can't work out why he should want to tell me he and his girlfriend and