Been nearly 5 months since I last wrote a blog so I thought I'd do a quick update as it could be quite a while before I get to do one again.

 House has been sold and we....I move out on the 27th, put my housing request into the council ages ago and "upgraded" to homeless status once we had a date for the sale. As we all know single healthy males are right at the bottom of the food chain when it comes to any sort of help so it's looking like a B&B for several months.

Still no job after applying for about 40, going to get a whole lot hard once in temporary accommodation with no net access.

Was in

Feeling the need to off load some of the stuff going round me head.

 Had to laugh the other day, someone happened to say hello, how are you at just the wrong time to me and I kinda went of on one - my reply....

Well lets see, the woman I've devoted half my life to doesn't love me anymore and is leaving me for something I did while under huge amounts of stress that was totally out of character. I have two children who I'm not going to get to be part of their every day lives anymore, the older one will have to cope with daddy not being there every day for over 50% of the time she's going to be

Was at the job center last week to sign on, never thought I'd be doing that but the one here is really nice and the staff are great. Had my interview with a really nice woman and we had a good laugh (sadly she's married), I gave her the full story and managed to keep it together while telling her (just) which is a huge step forward for me.

Couple of good jobs that would suit me down to the ground, so CV has been updated and sent off. All of them are full time which might cause a few problems as I currently look after the kids while my stbx is at work (shifts) but once the house is sold I