Despite my efforts since mid-April to get the x2b to sign divorce paperwork, I had all but given up on her being civil and agreeing to the divorce terms I had laid out.

I actually scheduled a meeting for this Saturday to complete a petition for divorce with the court, regardless of the x2b's views on it.  That would have resulted in her being ordered to court, and going through mediation, etc.

When I arrived home last night, there was an envelope in the mail.  She actually signed the documents and had them legally notarized.  I was almost shocked.

Then I was overcome with several emotions.  I

So...as a few of you were on chat the other day when I connected from my business trip, I mentioned that I had secured a date for the evening and was very excited about it.

I traveled to a casino near my previous home in California this week for business, and have just returned to Las Vegas this evening. I had taken my son with, since his grandmother on his mother's side lives along the way. The drive is about 3 hours to her house, and another hour or so to my old town.

To preface, when my son was old enough to attend daycare, his mother had found an in-home daycare provider in the town we

As I discovered that the x2b has recently booked a vacation (or holiday for you Brits) to Cancun with her np.

This, being the same destination that she and I spent our true honeymoon at. We took it a month before the wedding because timing worked out best.

Will she be strolling down the same beach in the same sunset, holding the hand of another, replacing the memories with new ones?

It sometimes seems that that's what she's trying to do. Re-live every good memory of us with the np so she can forget our past.

For the first time since she left, I feel disgust for her. I despise her. I have