hi to anyone who is reading this

i joined last year,and found this site a comfort.theres a lot of new faces so hello!

me and x split last sep,and im fine about it,its the day to day things starting to get to me,he moved out in febuary which was huge relief,as there was violence and bullying going on,ive always paid mortage on own and all the bills,hes a waste of space who dont see it morally correct to contribute?its my wedding anniversary tomo and i dont no if i shd be sad or glad,sad of it wasnt meant to be,or glad that i got out of a shit marraige!maybe im pmt,the slightest thing i feel will

he used to bring me flowers,silly title pwrhaps?but the man who used to do that has well gone,instead now imliving with a freeloading head player,if you have read any of my other blogs you will have an idea.

how come i cant get him out the house!hes threatening,been arrested twice.dont pay his share of bills,and the mind games ,i yhink he is wanting me to react and try hurt him,im not stupid hes a big guy and not shy at throwing weight around.he goads me on how good sex was with this woman,whom ever she may be.

god she is so welcome to him!

i cant say he was horrible throughout our short

i have read a few blogs,they have made me smile,get cross and also miffed at how someone who once loved you,can treat you like rubbish.it makes you reflect on every bit of your relationship.were you ever truly loved,when did there feelings and more to the point there respect for you go.couples split up for a number of reasons,adultery a main one.so i hope i dont bore you, and share my experience of how im