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Feb 23
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Woke up far too early this morning - 4.30 and no sleep after until having to get up for work. Feeling low today, even my counsellor hasn't lifted my spirits as much as normal.
Busy week ahead, but still feel empty at the moment. Off to two parent's evenings in the next two nights, to hear how wonderful my kids are (!) - which they are. Can't shake this feeling of no future though, just blackness. A little glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel would be really wonderful, but I think I'm some way off that just yet. Hate the thought of being alone for the rest of my life.
Gym after parent's evening - hopefully get some buzz out of that and get rid of some of this depression.
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smurfy1973
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| February 23, 2009 | ||
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I know the feeling. This is definitely an emotional rollercoaster! Enjoy the gym and i hope that u sleep well tonite. x |
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siriusB
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| February 23, 2009 | ||
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Hope the gym pepped you up. Just take each day as it comes. I really do understand it is hard to not look into the future - but one day at a time. No-one knows what their future holds. Hx |
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79firstwhen
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| February 24, 2009 | ||
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Hey David2109 Hope you gave the gym equipment a good pelting & are feeling better for it. You may not be alone for the rest of your life, it is proably just that the person you might share your future with hasn't found you yet. 79w |
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Claymic78
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| February 24, 2009 | ||
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Hi David Hope you are feeling better today! Doesnt it sometimes feel like we have a crystal ball which shows us exactly what is going to happen? Is there any evidence showing that you will be alone for the rest of your life? Are there any guarantees that you wont find love again? - I dont think so. It will happen, when the time is right...and when you are ready for it! and when it happens, you will look back at now and see that you really had nothing to worry about. so even though its hard, you need to try and shift your focus on things you can control now.... the rest will follow on its own. hang in there!!!! claudette xx |
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