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Oct 04
2007
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Feeling BrighterPosted by scottishlady in positive thinking, moving on |
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It's been a while since I blogged....
but, I'm feeling a lot brighter...so wanted to write it down (so I can come back to it)....
I went to bed...couldn't sleep (got a rotten cold)... but was just laying there thinking about things..
I am aware that there is a long way to go yet... but my emotions seem to have settled a bit these past couple of weeks... I will deal with the practical issues as and when they arise, and hopefully with far less emotion than I was six weeks ago...
You know.... looking back at how I was nearly three months ago... I can see that I have moved on a little, as many wise and wonderful people on this site told me I would... but at the time I just couldn't see it..
I think about my x2b now with different eyes...he is not the man I thought he was, he is not the honest, straight up, hardworking, family fella that I once knew... he is a different person..
I think about him, and his new life....and...I've stopped crying!!!!
I can't help thinking though... that history is repeating itself... he left his first wife of nine years (with one daughter)... because he'd met someone else while he was 'working away'...they had a son, and married... it lasted less than a year...
lol - at least I lasted 20+ years !!!!!!!
I haven't yet got to the point where I hope it works out for him, because right now, I don't....
Now... shall I go back to bed?
Will I be able to sleep?
God - I wish I had a 'night nurse'
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Angel557
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| October 05, 2007 | ||
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You see how your body and mind is dealing with the emotions, Think it's these emotions that get us all through, there is not time scale for these emotions but you are becoming aware of them, you do have a few more emotional stages to deal with before you come out the other side , but when you have other's around you that know how your feeling and what you have been through it's a little easier. | |
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hrm
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| October 05, 2007 | ||
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Good for you K...I'm pleased you're feeling better about it all.Keep your chin up girl!! You know you are stronger than this. love to puskins from rotty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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fio
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| October 05, 2007 | ||
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I still dont get how they become different people, how could they change so after all these years, to be hateful. hurtful people that we just dont know. Good luck with the night nurse, hope he is a nice one!  |
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