Well after two days and over 4 hours of interview time I have been offered a new job !!!

Well done...............Congratulations I can hear you all say..............or is it????

Why do I not feel elated at the prospect of a fab new job and new adventure in my life........................maybe it is because I now have just 21 days to turn my life upside down and start again as I start in January !!!

21 days to leave the marital home, find somewhere to live, start a new career path, start a new life.

To be honest I am dreading it, dreading the thought of packing up with no where to go save for

Had a phone call yesterday from my ex boss, who was ringing to tell me I am being head hunted for a job that may be coming up in the not too distant future and would I be interested??

I picked myself up off the floor I replied "Yes".

After all the doom and gloom of the past week or so the glimer of hope is on the horizion maybe x

When you feel you are at rock bottom it is amazing how quickly some good vibes can spring you out of the doom and dispair you felt prior.

So next week I have arranged a meeting with the company involved and will be waiting with baited breath the offer that may or may

Ok I knew the divorce regime would not be easy,but I failed to understand how much it would hurt!!.......................... No one tells you that do they??

Today another flaming letter from my solicitor informing me x is amending the arrangements for our children we had previously agreed ourselves.

Now he is stating he is the perfect father, of course he is in his eyes. He is not a bad father don't get me wrong but could do better. However just starting to do better after 14 years with our son is not good enough unless of course you are acting on advice from a solicitor!!

What worries me now