Another good day today

Day life ended +6

Today's feeling = Still being positive

X2B is off to see a pychiatrist ths afternoon in Málaga, I hope that goes well for her. She's taken her bloke for comfort and not me. This was a strange feeling but with the experience of the last few days I have accepted that I am no longer going to be the one who is "there for her".

C'est la vie.

I'm off to pick up our daughter at wife's best friend' house in a minute and it will be interesting to see how that goes. Best friend is a good person and is not on anyone's side. In fact, she was devastated when we told her about our split. Devastated for both of us.

I'll be interested to see if X2B tells me anything about her appointment and how it went. I won't be too surprised if she doesn't but I hope she realises that I just want to know she's OK. I doubt she does.

I'mbeginning to believe that she doesn't think that much about me at all to be honest. There's no warmth and increasing examples of where she doesn't really consider me in her actions. It's not that she hates me or that she's doing things deliberately to hurt me, just that she doesn't think of me that much. That's a hard lesson to learn as well.

But, on the positive side, hopefully she will begin to deal her issues and get out from the depression she is under, or whatever it is. I hope so, for her sake.