I feel like crap. After all this time of keeping strong i just wanna curl up in bed and wish the world away.

Have had a few health problems but coped with them all head first.For the first time in 2 years i have been giving the all clear so should be celebrating instead of feeling like this.

Ive had 6 months of work so had a lot of thinking time and i just cannot get over what we have had to give up just to be safe. A new grandchild is due in the spring and like the other 3 i wont be able to be there when it is born.Fleeting visits dont make up for the time that passes and so i dont get the

Morning everyone....Its funny how when you are going through a divorce all you can think about is that and things like your health come a very sad second in your life

My reason for saying this is i got told yesterday that i have glaucoma..There is a strong family connection to this, my mums mum had it and so did my mum.Now its struck me. Am now waiting for an appointment so see what treatments i will have to undergo.

I only got my first pair of glasses last year and in a year my eyesight has got really bad,have had some falls through not seeing things properly,put this down to not really

Hi 

Got good news yesterday my divorce went to court 7th january and decree gets sent out on friday[Scotland is different fron England]. My first reaction was woo woo now i have some thinking to do

I moved over 300 miles to get away from dv,emotional abuse etc,my ex is not allowed to know where dd and i are and the court have ordered a no contact to him

Since we left 3 grandchildren have been born and both dd and i would like more contact with them and of course my older kids, her siblings,my youngest son is preparing to get posted to Afghan so im torn in 2 directions

Dd is well settled here and