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Oct 07
2008
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Im just causing trouble to other ppl!Posted by hop in feeling down |
As still the problem with ex persists, Im unstable.
But I go out and meet new ppl which is good. Made good mates since Ive got divorced.
Unfortunately about a month ago, I met some guy who I found nice and so did he. But we made it clear that not after relationship and I wanted to have just cool friendship.
As I work from home, I send and receive e-mails by mates, thus when I sent him e-mail as well, it did not mean too serious. But he found it that I'm too keen and thought I was only sending to him. So I just got tired of all the things and I felt bad that I made him uncomfortable and wasted his time.
I clearly mentioned that and apologised but still I keep feeling I caused trouble again. He's saying lets be friends, but can we?
I just want to have cool friendship and I dont want proper relationship. But always guys think Im keen to have relationship just because I send e-mails sometimes.
Anyway I should learn from this and dont waste this experience.
Im just a trouble for everyone at the moment.






