Yesterday was a bad day for me and also for my partner. We had asked my ex and his wife to meet us to discuss the fact that we have decided to move south to where my partner lives.

 I had got myself stressed after the emails that I have received over the previous 2 weeks calling me selfish and a few other choice words from my ex-husband. I had previously posted about a Christmas Day phone call and those people that understand being a victim of Domestic Abuse knew what I was saying.

I spoke to my 10 year old daughter about ringing her Dad on Christmas morning, which she did, at about 8.45am;

October 30th, my children saw their Dad for 7 hours. Since then he has seen them for 1 hour at KFC to give my 6 year old his birthday present, an extra contact session at my suggestion. He had them for 2 hours on 21st November, once again for a KFC and then told me that he can't have them on Sunday 30th November as he is having work done to the house and he only found out that day.

 My children will now not see their father until 21st December which is my middle daughter's 4th Birthday (a routine contact session). He will then have them Boxing Day, (exchanged for 28th as he decided he more

Ok, so my ex is getting married today. I got myself truly upset last night and done half a bottle of vodka liquor for what?

She is welcome to him, I don't love him, haven't done for a long time; so why I am getting so stressed out?

 He has just come to MY house to collect our eldest 2 children as they are going to the wedding.

It is my 6 yo birthday party today, (his birthday yesterday) but planned his party today so as he had something special for today too.

I am getting all upset again and I hate it, why am I wasting my emotions and tears on him?

I have a truly lovely, loving, caring, honest man