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Sep 29
2008
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To make me concentrate on recovering, I will start this blog.
As ppl here are so nice and experienced something very difficult, I always feel better and feel positive after chatting ppl in here.
At the moment, I'm trying to deal with my depression and do better on my work.
In this summer, I was flirty and I did enojoy summer itself.
Thinking last summer, I cried everyday and felt no hope, I appreciate this.
Now summer's gone and I don't feel like flirting anymore, start to think I want to have someone who can give me a cuddle.
But I know it is too early and I should deal with my health first as I'm not even eating properly.
After 7 years of marrige, sometimes it is so hard to accept that when I wake up or go to sleep, there is no one next to me.
But no point crying over something already had happened.
I know it takes time to heal the damage which was caused by the divorce, but I don't want to give up.
One day, I want to be happy again.
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rubytuesday
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| September 29, 2008 | ||
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Hop - welcome to the world of blogging! You do need to start eating properly, and your holistic health as well - eating isnt easy when you feel low, I know, but food is the body's fuel. You will be happy again - ignore those who have given you a hard time recently - you have done nothing wrong (and you know what Im talking about here!), you are entitled to live a life, go out and have fun, and smile. I cant give you a real hug, but have an abundance of virtual hugs to send you (((((hug)))) - take care Hop. Ruby xx |
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moca
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| September 29, 2008 | ||
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Hi I understand your feelng... Feel like empty. But , to get some enegy to feel happy, the best medicine is..."eating". i don't know how to explain in English, if this Blog programme can show japanese, well Itry to write it in Japanese. ?????and also?? ?????????????????? ??????????? |
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moca
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| September 29, 2008 | ||
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sorry, the screen can't show Japanese. can they? |
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hop
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| September 29, 2008 | ||
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rubytuesday> Since I joined here, you always give me proper advice and help me. Now I have slightly more confidence about my life, and I feel I'm doing right things. Trying not to worry about other ppl's comments about my life. And I'm trying to put a smile on however I feel low. (((((Ruby)))))) Div1>Thanks! Hug will give me comfort even if it is virtual. Moca>My first mission is to eat. It is very hard and somedays I can only drink milk. But when I can, I'm trying to eat as I get cold too often these days. Still I have depression and feel like there is no hope, but compared to when I was still with him last year, it is much better. From now on, things should only get better. ((((moca)))) |
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mishmine
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| September 30, 2008 | ||
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hop big ((((((((((((((((((hop)))))))))))))))))))))) look at U. your still here!!! so your doing great  Been worried about U on many occasions, but U always struggle through. so be proud of YOU. Things will improve slowly, depression will improve, your meds must be working now Eat little and often, take vitamin suppliments, feed the body it feeds the mind and soul. Listen to music that makes u feel good. Dont let anyone put you down, we are all going to make mistakes, its life we are all human, dont beat yourself up. No one can tell you how you are supposed to feel. And look at that beautiful happy lady in that pic. Thats YOU, shes still there you just got to let her come back again. much love mish xxx |
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hop
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| October 02, 2008 | ||
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>mishmine Since I joined this site, you were always there to help me. When the things were at the lowest point, if I hadnt spoken to you, I dont think I would have been able to write this now. At last I can feel the meds are working and I'm determined to stay strong. Still I cannot see any future, but things should improve. I'm struggling to eat properly, so that is my priority. I want to regain confidence about myself. When ppl make bad comments on me, I'm not strong enough to believe in what I am doing. Again, Thanks soooooo much for your warm and constant support for me. One day I want to be a caring person like you. xxx |
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