Had bad week last week, so this week looks better.

last week was awful, I felt so bad I couldn't bare to blog or do anything much,just worked through the deporession I had felt, all mostly brought about by s2bx's 'woman' turning up on my daughters birthday and my daughter spending time with them rather than me on her special day.ruined it somewhat for me.

Well after a few days of depression and self  pityI had run out of tears to cry for the time being.I'm sure I will get it again ..just didn't forsee this one happening.

Decided to carry on with everything,getting the ball moving for us to move, and packing a few boxes to free up some space, and deal with the long outstanding paperwork.It certainly makes me feel better seeing things moving slowly forward rather than dwelling on the past.

This week though I have been slightly ill due to my diabetes ,making me fall asleep as my blood sugar rises but have seen a nurse now and they have adjusted my medication so hopefully we can get to the bottom of things.It has been a struggle to cope the past few weeks and i can only hope that it improves.

One good thing I found out was I am now allowed to drink again, only 7 units a week, but it is so nice to know I can now have a drink socially instead of being the only sober person!

received my bill from solicitors this week, so that will have to be sorted out,I have the legal aid form to finish,  just had to ring a few people to get letters listing my current benefits. Now waiting for one letter to be sent by the CSA. 

I had some light relief at the weekend, have been out to the dog racing and also for a meal with friends a couple of nights ago.