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Sep 18
2008
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Number of Twix Eaten: 0
(Yes it's taken from the Bridget Jones books but what the hell, at times like these it's easy to comfort eat)
Well I didn't go to that place today, and I didn't have a twix either, although I was tempted when I went to tesco's today. I know that some people write their blogs as a way of getting their emotions out, there are days when all I do is sob my heart out. I never been one to hide my emotions from other people around me that I know, that's the great thing about needing glasses to drive, I can get away with wearing my sun glasses when I'm out. They come in handy when I need to go out and I've got red eyes, I need my glasses to see things at a distance, things like sales on the shelves in tesco's. Today has been an ok day. Things still hurt like hell, as I know your all aware, although I do admit that it's been three months and five days (not that Ive just checked the date and worked it out) and it is easier - today. Like I've said before thats because I've got my little man. It's just a shame that he can't talk, I'm sure he would tell me that he knows whats going on and that he loves me, on the other hand all he might turn round and say is that can we play now. Not sure what tomorrow will bring, I'm driving up to Luton airport to pick my mother up from Spain, she's just coming for the weekend but I haven't seen her for a few months and just like me, she and my dad have taken this on the chin.
With her coming there's not much chance that I'll be alone for long, and thats when it's really difficult. When your on your own.....
So that's me done for today, not much funny's, no strange take on life today. Not much sarcasm, hell at the moment I can't even make that seem funny. Will try and return after the weekend, maybe then I'll be back to my "normal" self. Not much chance of going to the gym this weekend then. Unless I get up early on sunday morning, have a work out and then go for a swim.... Maybe, just maybe. On the other hand I could go to tesco's on saturday, stock up on twix and cheese puff's and spend sunday watching films... I'll flip a coin on saturday night.. Heads I go to the gym, tails I watch films and stuff my self silly........ Come on tails.
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Mneme
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| September 18, 2008 | ||
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Well, you wound up being funny anyway Blogs have a way of doing that. My tally for today is three chocolate biscuits, rather pleased with that. Fact that I only bought the packet on Tuesday is irrelevant M'lud. Oh and a piece of bread pudding for the bus, on the way to the AA open meeting I went to today. Was directed to one venue, only to find it had moved two years ago. Ought to have stayed on the bus another two stops, you live and learn. I don't know for sure if my oh is an alcoholic, but the blame game and projection are certainly familiar. You are doing okay, one day at a time is all you can hope for in the beginning, and you will get through it. Make the most of your time with mum and dad, Bless.. Mneme x PS - in responding to you, I've got the beginnings of my next blog - thanks |
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