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Sep 17
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Hi Mr Blogman, so sorry that I have neglected you so but I expect that you have been kept very busy.
I feel like I have overcome my feelings and my hurt that i have suffered previously by s2bx. Dont care for him anymore and dont actually feel that I ever want to see him again because I have had such good support, advice and friendship from real genuine people...genuine was not what my s2bx was at all....he lied cheated and led me a merry dance, messing with my head..emotions and that sort of thing.
Wiki London was so good and a real turning point for me and made me realise that there are nice men out there and also good people.
Looking forward to the halloween party.....have organised my outfit and am going to dress up.
I will never sink so low again...you have to sink to the bottom and struggle for breath untill you can reach the surface...I have now risen to the surface and the only way is up up up up!!!!!
Have caught my breath and have not drowned and its all thanks to wiki...would not have survived without it, thank you all for helping me through my hard times, my tears, low moments and also for those that I have had phone numbers for and have rang in floods of tears. Mish especially..thank you x
Never will I again be contolled and isolated from my friends and family and told that I am no good and that if I dont do what he wants I will grow old and lonely, never will I have to make excuses for him because he is drunk and making an arse of himself...ie, falling asleep on the floor in a local pub and I had to leave embarrassed...didnt have to leave but I wanted to as before he was being aggressive to people and banging into tables etc. I dont have to put up with his awful behaviour anymore, the violence the mental abuse.....its gone because that is what i have chosen.
I am not saying that I will not still have low times but I have more happy times now.
Love all you wiki peeps...we are the future and the ex`s can go and get their own life and leave us alone.
Saffy xxx
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Daisy040
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| September 17, 2008 | ||
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Saffy.. im really glad for you because your are so lovely.. big hugs honey.. Daisy xxx |
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marriaa
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| September 18, 2008 | ||
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saff,i am glad that you have turned the corner,you will be able to cope with a bad day without getting too desperate now knowing that good ones are just a day away. take care |
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