I've been feeling very sad over the past couple of days.... Bank Holiday Weekend though.... normally we would 'do' something... go away for a couple of days / go out somewhere for the day..... just enjoy the long weekend really... not this BHW though....

I DO try to keep my chin up... and usually I manage it to an extent... but I'm struggling at the moment...

A little story..... My daughter is a home care worker, one of the clients she has is a 33 year old chap. who had a brain heamorage around 8 years ago, he is confined to a wheelchair, has limited use of his limbs, and short term memory

Well.... I've filed for divorce - strange feeling!!!

Still no word from x2b...... his brother called me yesterday to 'ask how I was'.... how does he think I am??? - my hubby's done a runner with all our money - I'm just dandy thanks!!!!!

He said he had tried to call him a couple of times over the last two weeks... since I told him what had happened.... he has had no reply and no call back... maybe x2b just doesn't want to hear "what the hell do you think you're playing at"...... seems to me that not only does my x2b have no backbone when it comes to talking with me, but it even goes farther

I have found this forum most informative since I found it... and I appreciate the comments/advice that people have taken the time to write......

I am taking diwiki's advice and writing a blog...

My head is all over the place right now.... I didn't see this coming from a million miles away... four (ish) weeks ago, I thought I had a perfectly happy marriage, my husband works away (always has done) we have been together for 20 years, married for 17 of those, and I thought he was the most honest, straight up fella I had ever known, we had far more 'ups' than 'downs', very rarely an angry word