I don't know why I am feeling 'cheesed off'..... but I AM !!!!

I think it is probably because of the fluctuating emotions that everyone goes through when they are taking 'the divorce route'..

Yesterday I had a brilliant day - the best in the three months since my STBX left me.... I met a friend for Lunch... which lasted until 6pm... we ate lunch in a nice little Italian Restaurant in town... then we had a walk down to the quayside (the 'trendy' part of town) and we went into a bar, and shared a couple of bottles of wine...

Tomorrow I am spending the day and evening 'looking after' a friend who

On the 20th of July, my husband left our home....(while I was at work).... it is now nearly three months on... and the range of emotions that I have experienced has been vast!!!!

I didn't know he was about to leave me.... I didn't know there was anything amiss in our marriage... I thought we were perfectly happy...

I didn't hear anything from my husband for seven weeks... but in the meantime he wiped our bank account out... I learned that he had been having an affair since the beginning of the year.... I managed to find out his address by sheer luck, I cannot claim brilliant investigation on

Today I had a valuation done on our house..... as part of the 'financial disclosure' my solicitor asked for.....

The very nice lady from the estate agent walked around 'our' house, taking measurements.... saying "what a lovely house this is"... "this house will sell without a problem"........ usual stuff they say I imagine....

I didn't really 'feel' anything.............

She gave me the price that they would 'put it on the market for'..... (better than I expected)....

I didn't feel sad, angry, any of the emotions that one might expect.... considering I am being 'forced' to move out of 'our' home