I am absoloutely livid!!!!!!

Just came back from an appointment with my sol....

It now seems that not only has my STBX cheated and lied for months.... he has now developed a gambling problem...

His sol writes  " He has lost all the money gambling"..... YEAH  RIGHT !!!!!!

So.... all the money that he took when he left me 3 months ago... plus the 1K he earns each week has all of a sudden dwindled to £1,200.00.. oh.. "and he has bills to pay"

Now, considering it takes my STBX all his time to buy a lottery ticket, I am having a little trouble 'believing' this... I think it is far more likely that he

Hot on the heeels of my last blog........

I am beginning to wonder if this is the effect I have on men???

I went to watch 'Meatloaf in Concert' last night......

An excellent show..... until..... he walked off stage in the middle of a song.... "I can't continue - thanks for 30 years" - WHAT????

There I was... feet stomping, arm waving.... then - that's it... gone - finished..... lol... sound familiar???

Now.... call me paranoid..... lol, but is EVERY man I meet going to walk away from me???.... just when I'm fine and dandy and thinking everything is going along just fine.....

Hmmmmm....

I have found myself over the past week or so thinking about the person that my STBX had/has been having an affair with....

I feel very little about this person.... I think I am supposed to feel anger/resentment/hatred for this person - but I don't...

I don't know this person.... I am curious about her....

I wonder why she would involve herself with someone who is married with a family......

Does she feel any 'guilt' about being 'involved' in the breakup of a family?

My STBX told our daughter that his affair had been 'going on' since 'the beginning of the year'..... he also told her that this