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Sep 15
2008
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Feeling lostPosted by pollyiscool in feeling sad and alone, feeling down, dealing with emotions, bad day |
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Feeling horribly grim. Can't find anything to do. I wish I knew that this is what I really wanted as it me that has started divorce. I only wanted to be treated with a little respect and tolerance. And for my husband to not stay out all night and leave his phone in his car so I can't get in touch with him. I would have liked for him to not keep suggesting that he had plenty of better offers from women who were so much better than I could ever be. I would have liked for some of his bullshit promises to have come true. I would like his family to be exterminated. I would have liked to get some support on bad days. I have been there for countless bad days for him. I would like some of my old self confidence back that he has eroded over the last few years. I tried to be good enough, but never quite got there. It didn't matter what I did or said, I too often got it totally wrong.
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Sadbird2
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| September 15, 2008 | ||
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You are good enough! He just isn't worthy of your efforts, don't allow him to make you feel bad about yourself (says she!) My STBX only saw me in terms of 'a good mum' Made me feel boring, unattractive, frumpy and old. I am a gorgeous, sociable, intelligent woman (Keep repeating the mantra). Just because one person doesn't appreciate all your qualities, don't let him get to you, it's his loss! Keep ur chin up x | |
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marriaa
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| September 15, 2008 | ||
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hi polly, when love is not there you can do no right .It is not you babe.most probably you are better off.The doubt will be there for awhile |
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