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Sep 14
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Seem to be having, unusually for me these days, a bad day, been crying, been feeling sorry for myself, been looking back over the past, which was sad. Been feeling old , unloved, unattractive and all that stuff, which is just pure indulgence really. But decided I have been through a hell of a lot, some of which has not been mentioned to anyone on here, and I have been successful in coming out of it as well as I have. I need to harness all the life skills I have honed in diversity to form a new future.
Think I have post Wiki London blues. Having had such a wonderful weekend, by comparison, this weekend is not good. Having been with lots of lovely wiki peeps I am on my own.
I have joined a local social group and hope to get out more locally and make friends. I am also going to go to Halloween Wiki. I do need something to look forward to.
I also need to good night's sleep.
Sorry for the whinge, and I always bounce back. Normal service will be resumed soon.
Shelia X
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hadenoughnow
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(((((shelia))))) We all have those days ... and you know you are talking rubbish!! If you are old and unattractive ... what hope do the rest of us have???  Repeat after me ... I am GORGEOUS AND LOVEABLE !! .. cos you are  Hadenoughnow |
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luckyfist
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Here here HEN, Sheila you're a star, keep shining bright. Tony |
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Poppie
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Sheila, What you are feeling is natural and we all have similar days. Try to focus on how far you have come and how stronger you are. I'm sure we will always have days when we have a "wobble" I know I do but they do pass. Thinking of you. Poppie xx |
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fitbird
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((((((((((((((shelia))))))))))))) good days always follow bad ones. Yes do the self affirmations that hadenoughnow said!!! Stand in front of that mirror and say yeah my god look at that hot chick!! It'll at least make you giggle. Take care of yourself xxx | |
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anuska
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Shelia, We all get moments like that and everything you feel is normal.We all get those downers and that journey along the tunnel seems long, dark and very bendy sometimes. Thanks for sharing that. You are not on your own. I get upset seeing a mother and baby on her lap in a coffee place. Brings back happy memories and a life that should have been and doesn't exist anymore. I would never have imagined being in the place I am now. Take care you. Anna.xxx Halloween!  |
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determined
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Hi shelia Sorry didn't get the chance to chat to u more at wiki London. Everyone is right we all have the down days. i can relate to where you are at had a similar sunday myself. went to the garden of remberance as would have been mums birthday who died last year. brought back the sense of loss. get decree nisi tomorrow and looks like hubby and latest girlfriend now living together . mmm even thou don't care for the man i think these are all triggers for us on sense of loss, feeling alone etc. so we all sympathise Shelia because we have all been there and unfortuantely still go there on occasions. Take hope from the fact that peeps on here do care and soon we will all care that much about ourselves. if we keep saying it we will beieve it. Shelia if u ever need to chat when feeling like that happy to give u my telephone number. At least u will understand my accent lol. Good Luck and today is another day. Don't be to hard on yourself. determined |
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Julian ex FBGS
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Shelia, big hug for you. Sorry to hear that you are feeling blue you always sound so level headed and calm. I think there is a seasonal cycle in this too. Shorter days, cooler air, leaves falling. Keep smiling because all who met you at wiki not what a lovely person you are. Take care Julian x |
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