Thursday 2nd August - hey ho another day passes

Funny sort of day really, played some tennis in the morning – it rained so we sat and chatted mostly, me and my friend.

Returned home around 12pm and really was feeling the whole day stretching out infront of me, I was tempted to go out, but didn’t.

So I decided to list some books to sell on Amazon, but then got soooo sleepy and went to bed at around 3pm.  I was exhausted, guess it’s the sleepless nights catching up with me.

Had a mixed tennis match in the evening, such a nice guy on the opposition side, he reckoned he liked the way I grunted or grrrrd or something when I missed a sitter.

Well it cheered me up somebody liking my grrrrrrs.

I had completely forgotten about this match until 6.15pm – starts at 6.30pm.  God I didn’t have any time to get ready and ended up still wearing the black underwear – which then showed through my white kit – yeah I know too much information!!!!!

Hubby had all his pension details out today, not quite sure why getting ready to jump maybe?

Life goes on in much the same way, me avoiding being in the same room etc. etc.  Still no confrontation, still no resolution.

I’m finding myself acting slightly manic when I’m out with other people, a little too manic sometimes.  Not quite sure what that’s all about, maybe the relief at being out of the house, or could be trying to prove to myself that hey I’m gonna be fine, dunno really might have to think on that one a while.