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Sep 10
2008
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The despair squid comethPosted by Heath in depression loneliness, bad day |
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Red Dwarf fans will get it. This always happens, I stay away overnight with work, and the despair squid consumes my whole being.
There's no wife and kids to ring to say goodnight too, there's no one waiting for you to come home, and home is just a pile of bricks.
I was sat on a plastic chair having a crappy burger in Clacket Lane services, and to be quite honest I didn't care whether I was alive or dead, I just really didn't. I wanted everything to go away. To make things worse the receptionist at the Premier Inn was wearing her perfume, Chance by Chanel, shit I felt so lonely.
And to make things worse, I should have been staying in West Thurrock, not f**king Westerham, I could have gone to Lakeside!
Heath
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Goofyfoot
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| September 10, 2008 | ||
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Heath, I'm not a Red Dwarf fan, but your blog reminds me of the joke about an Essex girls favourite wine......................."I wanna go to Lakeside". Not sure where I'm going with this, and don't want to trivalise (?) how you feel, as I know it aint nice. Please be strong and try to stay positive, I've read some of your postings and know you've helped others, so take some strength from others on here and know that things will get better. GF |
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hadenoughnow
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| September 10, 2008 | ||
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Heath, The despair squid was only a virtual reality game ....this is life jim  A burger at Clacketts Lane wd depress me too. x Hadenoughnow |
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Curiousmiss
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| September 11, 2008 | ||
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Heath Just remember that you won't always feel so crappy. Sometimes even the dawn of a new day brings more postive feelings sometimes. So hang in there. And if its any consolidation, I have always found work trips to be the most lonely time of all (even if you do have a partner to come home to). They're just one of those things that you have to put up with and you know that they will come to an end eventually. take care Curious Miss |
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anuska
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Hi Heath. Eating a crappy burger on a plastic chair doesn't sound great. But when you are emotionally stronger you could just laugh about it and not feel so bad. You will get there.It's the depression that makes everything seem worse. Having said that agree with Had would have depressed me too. But not so much if I was in a happier place. Take care and those awful feelings will gradually fade. Annax |
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mezzie1
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Next time Heath, get a take out & drive on a bit to somewhere pretty. Then sit,eat & enjoy the view. Better still, get out the car & go walk a bit. Anywhere near flowing water does it for me - Sea, River, even ruddy old gravel pits. Not big flood or toilet though, LOL. | |
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