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Sep 09
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My first blog but I thought that it would help me to sort out my feelings. After two suicide attempts, one only wiki knows about I rang into work this morning claiming that I need to go to Ireland due to a family illnes for a few days. False of course but i've had enough sick days off and I really need to get my head together.
I phoned my husbands's cousin and he got in touch with my ex. They came around. My husband is now claiming he loves me and doesn't want me to die. Time will tell if he keeps his promises of counselling and keeping in contact.
I can't sleep so I've come on here to write it all down and then i'm going to start house cleaning, neglected lately due to self pitying and plans to kill myself and work.
Will keep you up to date on my 'progress'.
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Tarnlass
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| September 10, 2008 | ||
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Smurfy, My world is more bleak without you in it. Be here as nothing more or less than my friend. I love you Tarn Big sloppy kisses! :kiss: :kiss: |
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JJ50
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((smurfy)))))))))))))))))))) ))))))) I too have attempted suicide back in April something i now bitterly regret but i understand how hard this divorce game is and how desperately lonely and unhappy it makes us feel but i have to admit i have found that when im really down and depressed it helps me to come here to wiki and into the chat room where 9 times out of 10 i will leave with a smile on my face. take care xx JJ |
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marriaa
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smurfy, divorce brings this kind of feelings but we need to keep on fighting this demon off.Have you tried to talk to your boss about what you are going through? ((((((((((hugs)))))))))) |
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