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Sep 09
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So all in Wiki land..
Tell me, does there come a time when you can wake up and stop thinking that all this is a horrible dream, and that you can just roll over and hold the one you are still in love with?
Do you actually get to accept it all and it wash over you?
Seems to be taking a mighty long time
Anyway, the relationship with the x has now broken down to extremely low levels to the extent that she is prepared to argue openly infront of the Children. Difficult as I only get to see them at weekends and it looks like that she is comfortable in making sure they can associate Dad with upset.
This I am sure will polarise their views of me and most probably influence how they choose when the time comes.
Never thought that she could be so vicious and I am seeing sides of her character that I never knew existed. Sorry they have have but I may have chosen not to see them.
Am currently in Tokyo, flew in last night and I already have threats from X of do not come home. 16 years, some tough times, 2 beautiful children, lovely house, great jobs, financially ok, 2 holidays a year, oh yeah and and 1 lover.
Still bitter at that, no matter how I try I just cannot accept it.
Never was too good at rejection.
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Daisy040
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Mieshka hi you...just a quick reply as getting ready for work..ha.. it does get easier, better ? not sure... it just takes time.... take each day as it comes..... Daisy xx |
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marriaa
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hi, I am going through this doubt period too,but it has to get better,we just have to hang in there.I suppose it is all part of this nasty process.Every time you have a up you just wait for the down to happen.The sad thing is when you did not to be there in the first place and just have to react to the situation. big wiki (((((((((((HUG))))))))) |
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Meishka
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Thanks D and M, Wish that I could bounce up and stand on my own two feet. Seem to be getting continually pushed around by her. The hug helped... Been along time since someone gave me a hug.. Sad thing is I now have a tear in my eye. Sorry... Am not normally like this but seems to be getting worse... Maybe the travel is not helping. Am on my back foot due to the kids. Already the phone calls with my daughter are strained. Guess she feels like I am the villian and she the victim... Irony... Hopefully tomorrow will be better... If nothing else some decent sushi... |
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