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Aug 27
2008
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Hello!
I woke up this morning & was immediately aware that they are here, loitering in my thoughts again. It is his birthday tomorrow & she is taking him away for a few days- He doesn't know where. It's a surprise. How nice! (Yes, I am saying this through gritted teeth, especially when we could never really afford to give each other much- not that it mattered - in my world, love isn't about expensive gifts or trips).
I am on annual leave at the moment so I must keep busy, busy ,busy. I do not want to waste my time torturing myself, wondering where they are, what they are up to. I need to combat these thoughts by some wonderful distractions, so, to start with, today I am taking my mother & my son out to a wildlife park. Maybe not glamorous or sophisticated, but I don't need that. I just need to have some fun & to laugh.
I will push out those figures who are loitering in my mind & focus on what is before me.
It will be good to invest my energy into those who appreciate & deserve it, rather than wasting it on those who don't!
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robbieruby
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 Hope you all have a great time you deserve it!!!! |
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findingmyself
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Iwillbeok Enjoy your day. Keep those thoughts out! fmxx |
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fitbird
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iwillbeok...........you willbeok. Have a great day and i hope you find time to giggle and laugh and thoughts of him manage to stay out your head for a while. You deserve some fun xxx |
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