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Aug 25
2008
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Dreams and Hopes.Posted by Tarnlass in accepting its over |
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Today i have been described as 'being in a bad way' and feel a need to explain this.
I know you all know me as a bit of a joker but today the jokes dried up, and to those of you that this normally helps, I apologise.
I do not keep much track of dates but I awoke this morning to the realisation that in 6 days time I would have been emmigrating to the dream life I had planned with my ex over a period of 3 years. Everything was in place and I had even booked the project team to renovate the beautiful Chateau in France that we had found (after he'd already met his 'soulmate'). He even still wanted to do this even after telling me about her.
Whilst I knew I wanted that life, to live in a beautiful castle, in a beautiful place, I knew I could not do so with an unbeautiful person, so I turned away from all my dreams.
To this point, I had not realised that this day, when it came, would hurt as much as him telling me I was now no longer wanted.
So, if I am quieter than usual, and if I observe rather than participate, please do not worry but know that I know how to heal myself, will do so and bounce back.
Then I will build new dreams.
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jude6168
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| August 25, 2008 | ||
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Hi tarn I know you?ve been down today and we are all here for you hun. Dont be afraid to ask for our help and support we will give it gladly. Dreams we have all lost and the future seams uncertain but new dreams will take there place and you will be happy one day hun. (((((((((((((((((((((big hugs))))))))))))))))))) PS isn?t there a name for those who watch .lol Jude x you know where I am if you need me (not far away) |
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Jollyrocket
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| August 25, 2008 | ||
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Hi there I think it is the realisation that the future you were to have is destroyed. I have been the same on our anniversary and my birthday even tho i thought I would be ok. Even went to a comedy show on sat and after laughing hard, my eyes filled up and I felt sad. (confused.com!!) The other bits hurt lots for me as I realise his trechery again and those feelings that hurt inititally come back with a punch as a huge reminder. ((((hug)))) jolly x |
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mazzab
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| August 25, 2008 | ||
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just to echo wot jude has said...we will help and support you im here if u need me hun take care love mazz xxxxxxxxxxxx |
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fitbird
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| August 25, 2008 | ||
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tarn you been there for me so much recently so my turn now ((((((((((tarn))))))))))))). It is crap but we here for you xxx | |
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chrisq6
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Tarn You know we're here should you need us xx |
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saffy1968
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| August 26, 2008 | ||
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Tarn, have only just seen this blog.......so sorry that you are hurting and hope that you feel better soon. You need to concentrate now on finding the perfect place to live in Cornwall with that land you want for all those horses! Looking forward to meeting you chaffeur Tarn. Big hugs....ill send you a text later Saff xxx |
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