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Aug 21
2008
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I have been dreading this day. I asked him to move out 2 months ago, after I discovered he is continuing with his affair. Did nos speak to him since, except for a few e-mails and texts.
Contacted him last week we need to discuss some issues before the school starts and before he goes on hols with his new partner.
Feeling stressed but not that bad. I know I have to stay calm and in control.
He is coming in the evening and I have my 2nd session with my hypnotherapist before that. So I hope it will help me not to feel so stressed. I guess the reason I feel stressed is that I am worried the discussion might turn into a fight. On the other hand, if I stay calm and ignore anything that could cause an argument, I think we should be OK. At the end of the day, it is over and we just need to do the best we can in this situation.
I have accepted he is not a good person and it was just silly of me staying with him all those years putting up with him and hoping maybe he will change and the things will get better. I am worth so much more.
Well, I feel quite positive about tonight so far and 2 weeks ago I would not have thought that is possible.
Let's do it then.





