Been away again..

just got back on Sunday.Took my son camping with a friend and her children.Weather was appaling and we tried to make the most of it, but her kids were badly behaved and i was glad to come home.A few times before i fell asleep at night I was sad,thinking of how different everything was,but mostly I am sad for my son, who again asked if me and his dad would be getting back together again, and this almost a year on from the split.Of course while I was away s2bX spoke to son on mobile, and then text me?couldn't and still can't work out why he should want to tell me he and his girlfriend and members of his family are having fun in a karioke bar when he knows I am away with son.what does that mean..if his new life is so much fun why is he texting me telling me.Does he think I enjoy having my nose rubbed in it?

I am afraid I did text him after he spoke telling me why over the top what a glorious week he had with her.I told him my week was absolute *hit and I couldn't help but compare them to past holidays we had had.His answer was why don't I just get on with things.I told him I am hurt how easily I have been replaced after 24 years.So now I am saying don't text me or talk to me as it hurts me too much, just get on with it.

Meanwhile I have been out and about trying to make some enjoyment of my new single life, and trying to forget what I thought we had, which we now so obviously didn't.I have missed my wikivorce very much for the support and wise words.

So now I am back and the selling of the house has to be started, but somehow I have been so busy haven't started to even attempt that one yet.Maybe next week and I will have more strength.This weekend he is having son so I can perhaps gather my thoughts and make a start on everything that needs to be completed now I have the consent order.