My teenage daughter was a real bitch yesterday. I'm off this week and suggested we visit a local attraction that I have never been to - she and her brother agreed, but yesterday she said she didn't feel like it. I suggested other things, but she didn't feel like them either. Then she said I never take them anywhere and how boring it is being stuck in all day. When I pointed out that I had offered them places to go, she said I should have insisted, and then later, that I always tell them what to do and never give them any choice in it.  I had nothing but criticism all day, so at 3pm I grabbed

I only ever seem to write a blog entry when I'm having a low moment. I guess it's the emotional crux I turn to at such times. For the last week or so I've had a much more positive outlook on life and started to come to terms with being alone. I think a lot of this stems from the fact that I am going through the anger stage and literally feel nauseous when I see my stbx. I can't bring myself to talk to her and this has had a surprising result. She actually emailed me a couple of days ago to ask why I was being so cold towards her and she thought I wanted to be amicable for our daughter's sake.

help advice needed stbx has just cancelled this fri mediation ..he says coz he hasnt got all info needed...but i know its because he hasnt been bothered to sort any thing out...have phone solictor and advised to just go ahead with divorce as im broke ..renting a room ..and yet still paying the morg...i earn 13k a year he earns 70k plus a year....i pay 76% of my wages to house that i dont live in ..he pays 43%  some how i dont feel this is fair and i know its gona take time to sort out which ever route i go down.......please tell me there is light at the end of the tunnel??????very upset and