It's been a while Wiki friends.  I've been struggling for the past few months to cope with life.  I really feel so dejected.  I've been hiding in my little grief bubble since my mum died a few months ago.  My family live in Ireland and I'm only in contact with my dad, trying to support him through this.  My sisters and I have never been close and my mum's death has not brought us closer, I have tried but to no avail.  My grief has just been building up inside, bubbling away, no outlet.  I can feel the darkness closing in.

This week has been particularly difficult.  I had confirmation of the

As expected stbx read my last blog and had a few things to say about it! If he thinks him telling me to stop will make a difference, he's in for a shock.if anything it makes me want to write even more!

One thing that did come from it though, was he asked the tart again about me being signed up to s*x sites..she finally admitted it but blamed it on her son...and he calls me a bad mother!  Apparently her son had seen be calling her a Welsh tart and decided to sign me up to these sites as revenge for me bad mouthing his poor old mum...funny how I didn't even know where she lived until I traced

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Well hopefully soon I will hear if I am being taken to court or not quite a scary thought but I'm ready for it I just hope it all goes in my favour. I know he will try to offset my house against his pension as he sees it that he has paid my mortgage (mine not his) for the whole term even though I was working!!!! And yes of course it would have been "ours" but we are not together he cheated doh!!!! So I'm fighting him for it don't want him to get a thing from me he's taken enough but in saying that I thank him now I am so much happier without him. Well soon he will stop the