Thoughts about family and friends

First - my sister. I cannot come to terms with how little she's been prepared to help me and it's a source of great additional hurt to me. We were such good friends but she hasn't felt able to help me. We were SO close and did lots of things together and I was always there for her. Sometimes we'd ring each other several times a day.

When this happened she came over the first day and was strong. I was a wreck and she took me to the Dr's and told her, 'You see she's always been the strong one sorting out other people's problems and now she needs help.' I was so relieved. She had acknowledged